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[29 Apr 2007|01:05pm]

                                     be bold in what you stand for
                                     and careful who you fall for<3
2 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[08 Nov 2006|10:56pm]
i'm bad at this. as soon as school comes i completely forget i own a livejournal. =\ oh well. i dont have time so your probly gonna hafta wait til next summer ! =) laater <3marissa
2 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[07 Sep 2006|10:08pm]
 peace out summer '06
its been real.
we'll make it, i swear

[07 Sep 2006|10:01pm]
"I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And why."

-the perks of being a wallflower.
we'll make it, i swear

i hold it all, when i hold you.. [14 Aug 2006|12:39pm]
ok so saturday was my grandparents 50th anniversary party. it was okay, i got to hang out with my cousins and john. =) <3 and i got pictures out of it..

take 1: my brother steve had to jump in and ruin it.
take 2: my cousin joey decided to jump in.
take 3: finally, just me and john <33333 =D

aww, we're cute. iloveyou john <3
2 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[12 Aug 2006|11:29am]
life is about;
trusting your feelings.
taking chances.
losing and finding happiness.
appreciating the memories.
learning from the past and
realizing that no matter what
life goes on...
we'll make it, i swear

sweet you rock and sweet you roll [11 Aug 2006|11:07am]
well, i'm kinda bored with this journal cause i'm lacking ideas of what to write about. my brain is somewhat dead in the summer, so this is one attempt to bring it back to life.

well basketball is completely over for the summer until the day after thanksgiving. =( .. we had fun though. we played two tournaments one in kearny, and one in hackensack at FDU. i'd say we did alright. probly won about half the games. maybe a little more, i'm not sure. but either way it was fun and i think we all got a little better cause of it.
in soccer we finished our tournament at Kearny HS as well. then we've been having captains' practices since then and theyve been fun. next week start OB's real practices =X. i'm scared. im in a lot better shape then i was, but still not THAT great of shape. so we'll see how that goes, starting wed.

were getting warmups for soccer. i forgot to order my varsity jacket. i should do that soon.

today i have nothing. no soccer no bball. kinda sad. i'm gonna workout on my own in my garage lol. then i'll hang with john later on. tomorrow is my grandparents 0th anniversary so theyre having this big party that's probly going to be boring. but thats okay, i'm draggin john with me ;)

i read one of my summer reading books and about 100 pages in the other. i still have 2 other books untouched =\. fuckin A. and i have a nice pre-cal packet. didnt touch that either. i'm sick of school and it hasnt even started.

alrite well i'm going to shower and maybe do something useful with my time today

tatah for now ♥ marissa
iloveyoujohn <333333
1 tear| we'll make it, i swear

[30 Jul 2006|01:05pm]
MATCH tothe fuse (1:04:46 PM): if you didnt hate him sometimes we'd just be robotic barbie dolls

| J | E | S | S | I | C | A | my sanity...
we'll make it, i swear

=) [25 Jul 2006|04:34pm]

new haircut. (thanks to john <3)
and new shirt. (thanks to demetri =])

laater xo marissa
5 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[24 Jul 2006|11:29am]
damnit jessica.
i do have a mosquito bite on my eyebrow.
2 tears| we'll make it, i swear

.. you're a blue-eyed lighting bolt [20 Jul 2006|11:33am]
ugh, im kinda madd
tonight my game is at 7
which leave hardly any time for a hot date with john
so our hot date is being changed to friday night or saturday night
which is okay i guess
but i was excited for tonight =(
anyways. i just got home from 9AM soccer practice
and now i'm goin out driving =)
cause my moms being cool today
maybe ill just happen to direct the car to the mall
we'll see how that goes
so yeah i have a basketball game at 7 at kearny high
i hope we win.
i'll update later
tootaloo <3 marissa

it's only youiloveyou
3 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[18 Jul 2006|09:01pm]
some random pictures that i felt like sharing..

me and some freaks. =)Collapse )

i'm pretty bored. i didnt get to see john today =(
and i'm not gonna get to see him tomorrow either cause i have a fucking doctor's appointment. ugh sucks. ok ill update when i have something to write about =)

laater ♥ marissa
2 tears| we'll make it, i swear

and i dedicate to you, all that i have.. [16 Jul 2006|07:46pm]
so the block party was a hit, but hey, when isnt it?
i missed everyone. i love the social events where i get to see everyone at once =)

so last night i got home and i had to make something for john so i didnt go to bed til 4 and i woke up at 7 to with john to a car show in Englishtown. it was fun. my baby got sunburn tho, so i'll have to call him sebastion. =) i also got some good news today, and i'm glad i spent the day with john.

so now i have cramps and i'm kind of crabby. but i'm drawing. i'm actually trying to draw a sketch of a picture i might paint on my bedroom wall =] .. but we'll see how that goes.

i'm alive again, no more toncilitus. and i get to go to basketball and soccer tomorrow and i'm the happiest person on earth =)

alrite, i cant think of anything else to say so i'm gonna go do what i do.
whatever that is.

see yaahh ♥ marissa
we'll make it, i swear

[14 Jul 2006|10:58pm]
today was okay. me and john were fighting a little but it ended up okay i guess.
he's lucky i love him. really lucky. lol

anyways, tomorrow is the block party. i finally get to get out of this hellhole of a house =) w00t

i'll update after -probly on monday.

ok i'm peacing out


-marissa &hearts
3 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[12 Jul 2006|09:54am]
[ mood | relieved ]

thank the good lord. i do not have mono.
just a case of toncilitis =) so i should be good and running by next week..? i hope =)

woohooo <333 never been happierr.
well not in the last week anyway

w00t xo marissa

3 tears| we'll make it, i swear

i may just be falling apart [07 Jul 2006|09:49pm]
[ mood | lousy and lonely ]

i hope i'm wrong.
but i think i'm dying.

haha i'm just kidding
but in all seriousness
i feel like absolute shit.
i left the house twice in the last 3 days and they were both visits to the doctor.
same thing tomorrow, i'm goin for bloodwork at 7:15 in the morning. fuckin sucks.
but luckily, john promised to come visit me tomorrow, so i guess i have something to look forward to tomorrow.

i read 150 pages in my book the last 3 days. i have nothing to do but read and stare at the computer screen.
it's a shame that the three books i have to read are each 400 pages. =\

ive missed 3 basketball games due to this fuckin throat, and oddly, you may think i'm crazy for saying this, but that hurts more then the infection itself.

when i go back i'm gonna feel like i missed so much. cause that's how it was when i had appendicitis. i went back and everything changed. i hope this time it's different. i hope i get back in shape quickly and everything. idk if that's gonna happen tho, cause my body feels pretty fuckin lousy at the moment.

so i guess we have to wait til the blood tests tomorrow =\. i'll let you know how it goes.
wish me luck

no hugs or kisses, unless you want to get sick.
but lots of love <3 ;] marissa
i love you so much john ♥♥♥

7 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[06 Jul 2006|09:54pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

i have strept. AGAIN.
i'm fuckin pissed.
i missed a basketball game AGAIN cause of this shit
abso-fuckin-lutely ridiculous.


ughhhh. well. the good news is, mr. gallagher came to see me today.
but i might have gotten him sick =X
i hope not though

ok. i'll update someday.
laater ♥♥♥ marissa

5 tears| we'll make it, i swear

sometimes we can't make it on our own [05 Jul 2006|12:02pm]
♦ this weekend was fun.
gotta love the 4--day weekend.
it's kind of weird actually, because usually in the summer you dont consider the weekend much different then the weekdays. however, with soccer and basketball.. the weekend is a typical weekend, free of obligations.

♦yesterday was the fourth of july. it was a good day for me, because i went to belleville and got to see everyone, all at once. rather then seeing a certain group of friends one day, and then the other another day.
it never seizes to amaze me when i go back and people forget my name. it kind of makes me feel stupid, and awkward. hopefully they feel like an ass cause they are the ones who forgot. i almost never forget people's names, there's only one incident i can remember. but i dont know, it def shows who couldn't care less if i existed or not. and i guess that's good to know.
but anyway, it was fun seeing everyone again.
and luckily i went to belleville just in time, cause i found out one of my friends danny is moving to california, so i got to say goodbye to him.

♦ so today is back to the normal schedule.
soccer this morning was cancelled due to rain.
but basketball (lucky us) is inside so it's never cancelled. lol
i dont mind thought, i'm out of shape, and i need to workout.

so i'm going, since i just looked at the clock and it's 12:20 and i have to leave in a half hour. i'll update soon, if i can.

laater baby ♥ marissa
i love you john <333
5 tears| we'll make it, i swear

[02 Jul 2006|11:55am]
[ mood | blah ]

yesterday was a typical fun summer day =)
i woke up early and got ready. like around 8.
of course, i had to wait for john cause he wasnt up, or ready.
but once he got ready we went to the beach =)
it was a lot of fun, just me and him
so we stayed a few hours then we came back home
i played basketball with myself for a little
then my brother, steve, joined
then i went upstairs and showered and called samantha
and i was invited over lauren's for anthony's grad party
it was a lot of fun, we pretty much just swam the whole time
but any party with great food, is a great party to me =)

so yeah, like i said, it was a good day.
but i'm really bored right now.
and i think my bfs still sleeping,
which is real nice of him. lol
so no plans for today so far
but i'll update tomorrow maybe.
peace outt ♥♥♥ marissajean

we'll make it, i swear

[30 Jun 2006|08:24pm]

me and john <3 prom night @ john's house

i decided to finally put a picture from prom on here. i was waiting for someone to scan my other picture from the photographer - but that's taking too long, so this will have to do =) we're cute aren't we <333 iloveyoujohngallagher
4 tears| we'll make it, i swear

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